I Really F*ckin Do Tho

So it's this girl who I think of at least 80% of day. Probably more. When I think of this girl, I get some kind of amnesia that makes me forget that there's still billions of women left in the world. I live for the day I will be able to call you "my girl." She brings out the real me that nobody else knows and will never know. Not saying I'm fake but, I'm usually reserved and quiet with a 'don't care' attitude when we don't speak. I know that I am the best fit for her and nobody would ever make her as happy as I would. And the amazing part about it, is she likes me too. MY DREAM GIRL LIKES ME!!!!!!!

Unfortunately, there are factors keeping US from being together. It's so frustrating to be in my situation. Basically it's frustrating just being me with my luck. But, if you knew her you would understand my plight. I can honestly say that I have a disinterest in other women. I get lost in my thoughts everyday thinking about her. Like I am now. All I need in life is home, happiness, health and her. The 4 H's. And nothing else. A little cash too lol. Not for me but to get her anything her heart desires.

My thoughts are so clouded that I know I'm leaving out a million things I want to say. But if I wanted anything to be taken from this post is that.... "All I want is YOU." YOU/SHE/HER knows who she is. I'm willing to wait no matter how long it takes. Call me crazy but, ehh I really wouldn't care.

I feel we're made for each other. We just had bad timing the first go round. But, one day we will display the greatest love ever. I know it.

Rest and Patience is all I need in this life of sin...